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About Me Member dAmn Addict psychosteve6818/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 9 Months
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Fuck My Life!

Mon Apr 6, 2009, 9:42 PM
Fuck My Life!
Lately I can't seem to get anything right at all. I just screw more things up. It sucks.
Fucked over again by the ex, fucked over by family, losing friends, and going back to addictions I've been trying to get over for months. So yea, fuck it. I give the hell up already.I'm going to call it a night and try to get some sleep now before I do anything stupid. This Goddamn Depression sucks.

"I close my eyes and dream of you and I and then I realize there's more to love than only bitterness and lies. I close my eyes, I'd give away my soul to hold you once again and never let this promise end"

"Once upon a time I was fallin in love, now I'm fuckin fallin apart"

"I'll draw you a picture
A picture with a twist
I'll draw it with a razor
I'll draw it on my wrist."

"I carved your name on a bullet so everyone would know you were the last thing going through my head."

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Captain Ahab - U Want Me; lil Wayne - Prom Queen
  • Watching: My fragile world fall in pieces at my feet.
  • Drinking: If only I were, it might help.

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I'm kinda a boring person. I'm a writer! A cynic. A pessimist. An agnostic. An alcoholic. And I'm a little odd in many people's eyes. Thats just the way it is. Thats me.

"It is better to be hated for what you are than loved for what you are not."

Devious Info

  • Interests: Books; Music; Movies; Friends; that's it, im mostly kinda boring, lol
  • Favourite movie: Secret Window; The Ninth Gate
  • Favourite band or musician: Metallica; Pink Floyd; Alice Cooper
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, but I like most music
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ambrose Bierce; Tolkein; Terry Goodkind
  • Tools of the Trade: I write, thats about it. Pen and paper, or computer, whichever is handy.

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:iconeternal-skye:
Here look at this

Click that, you have to see it. Its like this crazy cool picture that will haunt me forever. lol

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And when the rest of the world walks out i'll still be here...

:cuddle: I promise
:iconpsychosteve68:
Sick, but i like it. That is kinda cool.

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"It is the darkness in your own heart you should fear."
-Silvetris

Alcohol and sedatives are the procrastinator's greatest weapons.
:iconeternal-skye:
lol. It scares me. I didnt know wether to cry or favorite it.

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And when the rest of the world walks out i'll still be here...

:cuddle: I promise
:iconpsychosteve68:
Im not sure either. When an artist literally puts their own blood into a piece, that really makes it mean soooo much more. It seems like a really emotional pic.

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"It is the darkness in your own heart you should fear."
-Silvetris

Alcohol and sedatives are the procrastinator's greatest weapons.
:iconeternal-skye:
Yeah i dont even wanna think about what someone has to go through before they make something like that.

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And when the rest of the world walks out i'll still be here...

:cuddle: I promise
:iconeternal-skye:
Hey, havent heard from you in awhile. You doing okay? Im gonna be home for at least today so if you wanna talk ill probably be online.
:iconpsychosteve68:
Yea, haven't talked to you in like forever... maybe longer than forever. Anyway, I'm fine I guess, kinda shitty lately but whatever. How you doin?

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"It is the darkness in your own heart you should fear."
-Silvetris

Alcohol and sedatives are the procrastinator's greatest weapons.
:iconeternal-skye:
Eh. Still alive so cant complain, right? >_> lol Ive been pretty good though.
:iconincarceratesanity:
haha awesome, a sword of truth fan - my usual nickname for games is Mriswith ever since the year 2000 XD

thanks for the favourite!

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